A pain that that kills,
A guilt that grills,
A feeling that pierces through,
An emotion that no one ever knew.
Was it a mistake or was it a sacrifice,
Was it a virtue or was it a vice ,
Without any clue here I am paying the price,
Writhing alone in this painful paradise.
I wish I could change all of this,
I wish I could restore the happiness, restore the bliss,
I wish I could seek light from this never ending abyss,
I wish I could just relive and reminisce.