I wish..


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I am bleeding,

From within,

I am dying,

Everyday.

I am withering,

From this devilish pain.

I am crying,

Until I’m out of tears.

I am drinking,

To forget everything.

I’m tired,

Of all this fighting.

I am alone,

Today and tomorrow.

I want to talk,

Right here right now.

I know I can’t,

Oh, no one wants to listen.

I wish it were any different,

But, nope its my life’s definition.

I wish I were happy,

Never mind, no one cares.

I wish some one will hold my hand,

None to be found anywhere.

I wish I was never born,

Now, I can’t even die.

I wish I didn’t drink too much,

Wonder if my liver is fried.

I wish I didn’t write this,

Gosh, no one will even read.

I wish I had no more wishes,

Nah, that’s only that’s left of me.

I wish this bottle was never empty,

Hell, no I need much more and plenty.

The Poltroon!


 

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I wake up everyday for a new beginning,

Yet I end up sleeping afore the same dead end.

I wish I could regain my lost happiness,

Yet all I can do is to only pretend.

 

With all the unattended sorrows in my heart,

With my soul plowed wide open by a gut wrenching pain,

Each and every moment seems a fey challenge,

Yet, all I can do is to only weep within, I can’t even complain!

 

I writhe in this agony, I want to scream,

So I let out my hand to someone.

Nah! I now realize I am alone in this sordid battle,

All I can do is to just build my rage and run!

 

I search for an excuse to let out my tears,

I juts remembered my eyes have dried out, Oh its been years!

Overwhelmed, I realized I have even forgotten to breathe,

I loose myself completely, both my body and its beneath.

 

Oh please lift me out of this mess,

I need to live my life again.

I want to smile and feel happy for once,

Nah! Once again all my pleas go in vain.

 

And again, I wake up everyday for a new beginning,

Yet I end up sleeping afore the same dead end.

I wish I could regain my lost happiness,

Yet all I can do is to only pretend.

 

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The Change..!


Let the day be very bright,

Let all the glory shower upon with all its might,

Let there be people to praise and hold you tight,

Let everything seem perfect and everything set right.

You’ve tasted success,now you are your only king,

You’ve turned violent,your every touch a deadly sting,

You’ve turned forgetful,Oh do you even remember those people who bought you your very first ring?

You’ve leaped beyond your soul,all you see is a vice and never a healthy spring.

There shall definitely come a time when your throne shall slip,

There shall definitely come a time when you cannot stand without a supporting grip,

There shall be a time when you feel soaked and no one to stop the drip.

Its a pretty mean thing,your life,

Every moment is so very precious,cherish them as long as you thrive.

There maybe days of overwhelming darkness and there may be days of eternal sunshine,

But sharing things with your people redefines the balance,change to “ours”,never use “mine”.

Never let your victory or failure decide what you are,

Its not just the result that matters,its about the way you get it that shall lead you far.