It has been a rough past few years,
In a pursuit, to overcome all my fears.
Those fears which shook me awake from my sleep,
And the very fears which made me secretly weep.
Yet, they still seem to overwhelm me,
Maybe they ‘LOVE’ me so much to let me free.
Ah, the word – ‘LOVE’ , now I know the reason,
This was always about that very treason.
A treason, that left them heart broken,
A treason that left them clueless and unspoken.
But, did anyone ask how did I feel committing it ?
Oh please do, for it was for your own good that I fell in that infernal pit.
Each day, I put on a very tight veil,
A veil that portrays happiness and masks my wail.
This veil again is a reminder of my fears,
Oh no, if it breaks loose it’ll expose all my tears.
I wish I could live with at least a wee bit of glee,
For a few moments to be fearless and free.
I wish there comes a day in my life,
Where I can sing an end to this internal strife.
Oh, I shall wait,
However long it might be, for I know that’s my unavoidable fate.