People are beautiful..!

The amount of goodness in the world never ceases to amaze me. I've been binge watching a string of documentaries on Netflix. Documentaries on people's passion for food, on how a little boy harnessed the electricity out of wind in the ruins of Africa, on how stoic heroism of few people has helped the human …

I wish..

I am bleeding, From within, I am dying, Everyday. I am withering, From this devilish pain. I am crying, Until I'm out of tears. I am drinking, To forget everything. I'm tired, Of all this fighting. I am alone, Today and tomorrow. I want to talk, Right here right now. I know I can't, Oh, …

A disease called overthinking..

Does having a kind heart make you weak ? It certainly seems so. I've always been a person who overthinks a lot even for doing the minutest of the minute chores that we all do in our routine. But, let me tell you this overthinking is definitely not about how I will be impacted with …

Set me free..

Why have I become like this ? Sullen, depressed and devoid of any bliss! All I do is drink and cry, Always wondering if these eyes ever dry. Oh, what did I even do ? To get repeatedly mauled black and blue. Ah, my mind is numb, I can't even write, My heavy heart is …

Do you still call me a house?

Do you still call me a house ?  I sure resemble like one. I have the foundation and I have the shape. I surely stand up strong and straight. Yet, something is still missing. Is it the roof ? Oh yes, its destroyed. Is it the walls ? Indeed, they are hollow. How about the …

Thank you.

"Get yourself a girlfriend" That one sentence from you and: I've been burnt. Into ashes. I've been crushed. To a pulp. I've died. A thousand times.   Thank you.

I just fade away..

I simply fade away, Everyday, I just rot and decay. With a battered body and a charred soul, My heart gets sucked into this giant black hole. Sometimes I feel the pain engulf me, It just seems so overwhelming, there's no one to hear my plea. I suddenly gasp for air while I struggle to …

The Bitch

  Meet this friend of mine - I named her 'the Bitch'. She has a special space in my room and life. I've planted her at a place where she is the first thing that I see as soon as I wake up and of course the last non fictional visual that I see every …

No hurry at all!!

Alcohol kills slowly! But fuck yeah, who's in a hurry? - an alcoholic!

I ain’t raising my glass!

Tonight I drink. I drink until I forget, I drink until I live. Until the very last drop, No I would not even consider to stop.   One glass at a time, Maybe a bottle at once ? Let my stomach drown in the bitterness, Let my brain stop being mine, Let the booze flow …