Life of I..


A life thats infinitely trapped

A life that instantaneously snapped

A life that never has any glee

A life that shall never be free..

A life that has no repentance

A life whose every second is a death sentence

A life that told so many lies

A life filled with unheard cries

A life thats forever drunk

A life thats perpetually sunk

A life that never loved

A life lost in a tiny crowd

A life whose wishes never came true

A life thats battered black and blue

A life that never saw any thing called LIFE

A life that I abhor the most, the life of I

The Voodoo Doll of Loneliness



It follows me everywhere,

Through the day and night.

Its devlish smirks all over the air,

Triggering an anxiety and a ghastly fright.

 

It never ceases to overwhelm,

It never ceases to stand down.

Even the smallest moments of elation,

Are ripped apart and yes I begin to drown.

 

Forgive me oh dear lord,

I know I have sinned.

Years of plodding in the desert of penance,

I’m already half torn, already skinned.

 

Yet, you still seek my retribution,

But why don’t you for once call a truce?

Didn’t you ever hear about absolution?

Oh for once let me unloose.

 

You threw me away miles away from my home,

Yet, your revenge plot never comes to an end.

So how much more should I aimlessly roam?

I am fed up, the pain made my heart distend.

 

I have now understood that It shall never leave me,

And thus I gave it a name.

‘The voodoo doll of loneliness’, shall never let me free,

For I am the only pawn in thee game.

An Allurement..!!


” We ascribe Beauty to that which  is simple;which has no superfluous parts;which exactly answers its end;which stands related to all things;which is mean of many extremes “-Ralph Waldo Emerson

In Bits And Pieces

In Bits And Pieces

My childhood,
I was pure and I was good.
Played so much,had lots of fun,
Bore some wounds yet never gave a shun.

Then I grew ,
Made some friends and enemies a few.
Lost my innocence,
Evil thoughts made their renaissance.

I knew i turned bad,
Inculcated habits that i never even had.
Every moment I wished I was the same,
But i knew if i was that way,i can never make the life’s claim.

Some day,I shall travel in a time machine,
To go back and set myself clean.
For now in bits and pieces,
Are those sweet memories whose recital never ceases..!!


In Bits And Pieces

My childhood,
I was pure and I was good.
Played so much,had lots of fun,
Bore some wounds yet never gave a shun.

Then I grew ,
Made some friends and enemies a few.
Lost my innocence,
Evil thoughts made their renaissance.

I knew i turned bad,
Inculcated habits that i never even had.
Every moment I wished I was the same,
But i knew if i was that way,i can never make the life’s claim.

Some day,I shall travel in a time machine,
To go back and set myself clean.
For now in bits and pieces,
Are those sweet memories whose recital never ceases..!!

The Veneration

The Veneration

I may be one,
So is the irradiating sun.
Strange may be my solitude,
Never mind, i shall bear it with an undeterred fortitude.

In a big chaos,when I look around,
I find only me,ain’t it something to be astound?
Yet i shall take a courageous stand,
I shall win


The Veneration

I may be the secluded one,
So is the irradiating sun.
Strange may be my solitude,
Never mind, i shall bear it with an undeterred fortitude.

In a big chaos,when I look around,
I find only me,ain’t it something to be astound?
Yet i shall take a courageous stand,
I know i shall win even without a lending hand..!!

My Pulchritude

My Pulchritude

“Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.”
-Ashley Smith


“Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.”
-Ashley Smith

Let me take the Pleasure

Let me take the Pleasure

I thrived the summer,I dared the heat,
Never demanded shelter nor the ripening sweet.
No one to ask for,no one to care,
No one to cheer and no one to share.

I knew that there shall be a time,
when every bird shall sing and every bell shall chime.
O yea,it happened,that day it finally rained,
All the pain and all the stress then drained.

Let me take the pleasure,
Let me rejoice the simple earthly treasure.
However short it may be,
I shall fly my spirits free..!!


Let me take the Pleasure

I thrived the summer,I dared the heat,
Never demanded shelter nor the ripening sweet.
No one to ask for,no one to care,
No one to cheer and no one to share.

I knew that there shall be a time,
when every bird shall sing and every bell shall chime.
O yea,it happened,that day it finally rained,
All the pain and all the stress then drained.

Let me take the pleasure,
Let me rejoice the simple earthly treasure.
However short it may be,
I shall fly my spirits free..!!

Standing Tall..

Standing Tall..

Unnoticed I was,
I never made a sound nor any fuzz.
Many people stood so very tall,
Made many decisions and gave their call.

I knew what mattered the most,
I was my own hero,I knew i need not be to any other ghost.
People may never hear my story,
I don’t give a damn,I’m cognizant of my glory..!


Standing Tall..

Unnoticed I was,
I never made a sound nor any fuzz.
Many people stood so very tall,
Made many decisions and gave their call.

I knew what mattered the most,
I was my own hero,I knew i need not be to any other ghost.
People may never hear my story,
I don’t give a damn,I’m cognizant of my glory..!

Wish I Could…


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Wish I could express,

My pain and my stress.

Wish I could explain,

The agony and the strain

I gave my best to portray my throe,

Now that i couldn’t I am my only foe.

Guess I can shed some tears,

To make you understand my foreboding fears.

Will I have your hand in mine,

Can i embrace you forever,will that be fine?

I know I shall never be in par with your friends,

But your happiness is upon what my happiness depends.

With your glimpse starts my day,

Every moment, I hope that you would stay.

All that matters is your smile,

Oh please do that I could walk over thousand a mile.

Don’t you see it O’girl,

Its you around which my happiness shall twirl.

I cannot watch the darkening skies,

Wish you could read it in my eyes.