A life thats infinitely trapped A life that instantaneously snapped A life that never has any glee A life that shall never be free.. A life that has no repentance A life whose every second is a death sentence A life that told so many lies A life filled with unheard cries A life thats … Continue reading Life of I..
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Do you still call me a house?
Do you still call me a house ? I sure resemble like one. I have the foundation and I have the shape. I surely stand up strong and straight. Yet, something is still missing. Is it the roof ? Oh yes, its destroyed. Is it the walls ? Indeed, they are hollow. How about the … Continue reading Do you still call me a house?
I ain’t raising my glass!
Tonight I drink. I drink until I forget, I drink until I live. Until the very last drop, No I would not even consider to stop. One glass at a time, Maybe a bottle at once ? Let my stomach drown in the bitterness, Let my brain stop being mine, Let the booze flow … Continue reading I ain’t raising my glass!
The Voodoo Doll of Loneliness
It follows me everywhere, Through the day and night. Its devlish smirks all over the air, Triggering an anxiety and a ghastly fright. It never ceases to overwhelm, It never ceases to stand down. Even the smallest moments of elation, Are ripped apart and yes I begin to drown. Forgive me oh dear … Continue reading The Voodoo Doll of Loneliness
The Poltroon!
I wake up everyday for a new beginning, Yet I end up sleeping afore the same dead end. I wish I could regain my lost happiness, Yet all I can do is to only pretend. With all the unattended sorrows in my heart, With my soul plowed wide open by a gut wrenching … Continue reading The Poltroon!
The Man in the Sea..
He was a helpless man drifting in the seas, Thriving on 'hope' , to see the land and its trees. Without any food nor any sleep, All he could do was to sit down and weep. He saw many a fish passing by, Yet, he didn't want to kill them, he didn't even try. He … Continue reading The Man in the Sea..
The Swollen Vocal Chords
48 hours. It has been 48 effing hours that I spoke two full sentences. The problem - swollen vocal cords. I cannot utter a single word without going hoarse in the end. And what caused the problem ? Throat infection and of course my very bad drinking habits. Absolute voice rest was suggested by my … Continue reading The Swollen Vocal Chords
The Fearful Fate..
It has been a rough past few years, In a pursuit, to overcome all my fears. Those fears which shook me awake from my sleep, And the very fears which made me secretly weep. Yet, they still seem to overwhelm me, Maybe they 'LOVE' me so much to let me free. Ah, the word - … Continue reading The Fearful Fate..
The Cruel World..
In a world which cared for its own, He cared for others, the selfish and the lone. In a world which mauled the weak, He brought strength and helped them speak. But, was there any one to care for Him ? Anyone to share his sorrows or his whim ? Never! He was always alone, … Continue reading The Cruel World..
A Curse!
Unspoken words and untraveled roads, Fill my life, with a grief worth loads. Living through the day and weeping through the night, I drank too much, Oh, not even that can save me from this plight. I wish I can get back that happy part of me, For, I'd hold it so tight and never … Continue reading A Curse!