I lost it!

I think I lost it. Maybe I never had it? Was it all just for nothing? Is this the end of the road? I thought I could write, Gosh, my mind is numb, what a pitiful plight! Is it the booze? Nah, shouldn't be! Its already a part of my blood now! Is it the …

People are beautiful..!

The amount of goodness in the world never ceases to amaze me. I've been binge watching a string of documentaries on Netflix. Documentaries on people's passion for food, on how a little boy harnessed the electricity out of wind in the ruins of Africa, on how stoic heroism of few people has helped the human …

No hurry at all!!

Alcohol kills slowly! But fuck yeah, who's in a hurry? - an alcoholic!

I ain’t raising my glass!

Tonight I drink. I drink until I forget, I drink until I live. Until the very last drop, No I would not even consider to stop.   One glass at a time, Maybe a bottle at once ? Let my stomach drown in the bitterness, Let my brain stop being mine, Let the booze flow …

The Swollen Vocal Chords

48 hours. It has been 48 effing hours that I spoke two full sentences. The problem - swollen vocal cords. I cannot utter a single word without going hoarse in the end. And what caused the problem ? Throat infection and of course my very bad drinking habits. Absolute voice rest was suggested by my …

The Cruel World..

In a world which cared for its own, He cared for others, the selfish and the lone. In a world which mauled the weak, He brought strength and helped them speak. But, was there any one to care for Him ? Anyone to share his sorrows or his whim ? Never! He was always alone, …

A Curse!

  Unspoken words and untraveled roads, Fill my life,  with a grief worth loads. Living through the day and weeping through the night, I drank too much, Oh, not even that can save me from this plight. I wish I can get back that happy part of me, For, I'd hold it so tight and never …

The tiny little bird!

(image courtesy: Google) There was a bird, so very little, In its nest away from a world so very brittle. It had its mother, it had its father, No trouble, no fear, nothing to bother. It came of age, it learnt to fly, It grew strong, it sailed through the sky. It has to now …

A pain that stays…forever!

A pain that that kills, A guilt that grills, A feeling that pierces through, An emotion that no one ever knew. Was it a mistake or was it a sacrifice, Was it a virtue or was it a vice , Without any clue here I am paying the price, Writhing alone in this painful paradise. …

My Dad, My Hero!

He held my hand, he made me walk, He taught me words and made me talk. He was an angel, a hero in disguise He showed me life, he made me wise.   He made he happy, he made me smile, He never rated anything more and for that he walked that extra mile. He never …