How often do you ponder upon what the real purpose of your life is? Every day before you go to bed? Every once in a while you watch some inspiring movie? Maybe you are a 'take it as it comes' person and avoid this question all together. In any case, I'm pretty sure a huge … Continue reading My mediocrity!
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I lost it!
I think I lost it. Maybe I never had it? Was it all just for nothing? Is this the end of the road? I thought I could write, Gosh, my mind is numb, what a pitiful plight! Is it the booze? Nah, shouldn't be! Its already a part of my blood now! Is it the … Continue reading I lost it!
People are beautiful..!
The amount of goodness in the world never ceases to amaze me. I've been binge watching a string of documentaries on Netflix. Documentaries on people's passion for food, on how a little boy harnessed the electricity out of wind in the ruins of Africa, on how stoic heroism of few people has helped the human … Continue reading People are beautiful..!
I wish..
I am bleeding, From within, I am dying, Everyday. I am withering, From this devilish pain. I am crying, Until I'm out of tears. I am drinking, To forget everything. I'm tired, Of all this fighting. I am alone, Today and tomorrow. I want to talk, Right here right now. I know I can't, Oh, … Continue reading I wish..
A disease called overthinking..
Does having a kind heart make you weak ? It certainly seems so. I've always been a person who overthinks a lot even for doing the minutest of the minute chores that we all do in our routine. But, let me tell you this overthinking is definitely not about how I will be impacted with … Continue reading A disease called overthinking..
Set me free..
Why have I become like this ? Sullen, depressed and devoid of any bliss! All I do is drink and cry, Always wondering if these eyes ever dry. Oh, what did I even do ? To get repeatedly mauled black and blue. Ah, my mind is numb, I can't even write, My heavy heart is … Continue reading Set me free..
Do you still call me a house?
Do you still call me a house ? I sure resemble like one. I have the foundation and I have the shape. I surely stand up strong and straight. Yet, something is still missing. Is it the roof ? Oh yes, its destroyed. Is it the walls ? Indeed, they are hollow. How about the … Continue reading Do you still call me a house?
I just fade away..
I simply fade away, Everyday, I just rot and decay. With a battered body and a charred soul, My heart gets sucked into this giant black hole. Sometimes I feel the pain engulf me, It just seems so overwhelming, there's no one to hear my plea. I suddenly gasp for air while I struggle to … Continue reading I just fade away..
The Bitch
Meet this friend of mine - I named her 'the Bitch'. She has a special space in my room and life. I've planted her at a place where she is the first thing that I see as soon as I wake up and of course the last non fictional visual that I see every … Continue reading The Bitch
No hurry at all!!
Alcohol kills slowly! But fuck yeah, who's in a hurry? - an alcoholic!