Life of I..

A life thats infinitely trapped A life that instantaneously snapped A life that never has any glee A life that shall never be free.. A life that has no repentance A life whose every second is a death sentence A life that told so many lies A life filled with unheard cries A life thats …

I lost it!

I think I lost it. Maybe I never had it? Was it all just for nothing? Is this the end of the road? I thought I could write, Gosh, my mind is numb, what a pitiful plight! Is it the booze? Nah, shouldn't be! Its already a part of my blood now! Is it the …

I wish..

I am bleeding, From within, I am dying, Everyday. I am withering, From this devilish pain. I am crying, Until I'm out of tears. I am drinking, To forget everything. I'm tired, Of all this fighting. I am alone, Today and tomorrow. I want to talk, Right here right now. I know I can't, Oh, …

I just fade away..

I simply fade away, Everyday, I just rot and decay. With a battered body and a charred soul, My heart gets sucked into this giant black hole. Sometimes I feel the pain engulf me, It just seems so overwhelming, there's no one to hear my plea. I suddenly gasp for air while I struggle to …

I ain’t raising my glass!

Tonight I drink. I drink until I forget, I drink until I live. Until the very last drop, No I would not even consider to stop.   One glass at a time, Maybe a bottle at once ? Let my stomach drown in the bitterness, Let my brain stop being mine, Let the booze flow …

The Poltroon!

  I wake up everyday for a new beginning, Yet I end up sleeping afore the same dead end. I wish I could regain my lost happiness, Yet all I can do is to only pretend.   With all the unattended sorrows in my heart, With my soul plowed wide open by a gut wrenching …

The Man in the Sea..

He was a helpless man drifting in the seas, Thriving on 'hope' , to see the land and its trees. Without any food nor any sleep, All he could do was to sit down and weep. He saw many a fish passing by, Yet, he didn't want to kill them, he didn't even try. He …

A pain that stays…forever!

A pain that that kills, A guilt that grills, A feeling that pierces through, An emotion that no one ever knew. Was it a mistake or was it a sacrifice, Was it a virtue or was it a vice , Without any clue here I am paying the price, Writhing alone in this painful paradise. …

My Dad, My Hero!

He held my hand, he made me walk, He taught me words and made me talk. He was an angel, a hero in disguise He showed me life, he made me wise.   He made he happy, he made me smile, He never rated anything more and for that he walked that extra mile. He never …

A Confession..

A tired body, a tired soul, Is now writing this with no destined goal. He never laughed, he never smiled, He always pretended to, but inside he cried. The pain he bore never seemed to fade, He wanted to tell her that he never betrayed. They once loved each other and were never apart, Each …